- BLOSSOM -

I believe everything that live in this world will have their own 'perfect time'..like a flower that blossom in full moon, or a caterpillar that turns into a beautiful butterfly..it takes patient and self awareness in someone to realize that..and also time..the reason why i am telling you guys bout this is because i have a friend who thinks that she is not beautiful, to fat, dislike by others, under achieving, lack of qualities and some other things..it is not good to have all these feelings stuck in your head..definitely will affect on your own personality and if u succumb to it, you wont achieve any success in your life..her friends and classmates are not helping her either..i know how she feels coz i have been thru the same situation back when im at school..it was very depressing and i know she feel the same too..it takes time and, like i said, everything will have their own 'perfect time'..you will become like a flower that blossom..you just have to put some faith and believe in yourself for the moment.. 

I believe everything that live in this world will have their own 'perfect time..and i believe in it..

- A LISTENER -

I am a listener..i never have doubt about it..but its not always a bright sky everytime cz it has pro and cons..often a listener is highly regarded as a good friend cz he or she listens to every crap happens in their friends life..which is great by the way cz its good to be there when you are needed..that is what a friend for rite?but have ever thought that they (listener) also need other people to listen to their own crap?some people did't realize that..these so called friends always hung up after they had told their stories and their problems. and when its 'a listener's turn to express something, they just change the topic..as if like we are there just to listen to them..hmmm...but they are just people we so called friends so they tend to do that..but i cant stop being a listener..but i can stop listens to inconsiderate people..

In the end...
I am a listener and i never have any doubt about it..

- TO MANY STUFF TO DO & GET -

Things i need to get and need to do..

1- playstation 3
2-modern warfare 3 (obviously)
3-new desktop pc (complete set for gaming)
4-streamyx broadband wifi
5-neyo concert ticket (accomplished)
6-new shirts and pants
7-get the couch out of my room
8-get my room painted
9-impress her..hehe..
10-uitm registration (Jan 2th)
11-get my sspn card
12-renew my license (expired on Jan 4th)
13-pump my futsal ball (pancit dah)
14-get a new football boots (altho i dont know when i will i use it..hee)
15-pick her up at the airport diz friday@ LCCT
16-send my bro to Penang
17-.......

and the list keeps going on and on..

im craving 4 diz thing..mengidam plak..hee :)

~NEYO~NEYO~

NEYO @ Sunway Surf Beach on Jan 7th..i will be there..:)

- LOVE PHOTO EDITING-

i love photo editing but ideas come very often..but once it came,i am quite impress with the result..to many (especially my sis), my edits are normal but hey,its my hobby..so who cares rite?as long as we do what we like and be proud of it..well, here are my latest work..:)

ps:obviously i took my gf photo 4 diz..hee..cz i love her..

 Robbie Williams - She's The One

 

 My Soul & My Heart

 

Hujan - Kotak Hati (Emmy)

you guys are allow to comment tho..so do comments,okay..:)

- LOVE SONG 2 LOVE -

i like this song..it shows that people would do anything if a guy found his true love..i bet a gurl would do the same 2..anyway, this is the lyric of the song..just by reading it, you know that this guy really wanted his love to come and meet at the same corner they had met before..this is..

The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved lyrics

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cause you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

Chorus 2x

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

REASONS Y I DELETED MY FB ACC

one - too many lousy and stupid questionnaires..

two - is it really connects you to your friends?maybe..probably..i don't know..

three - points for you gf or ex gf to fire you..anything you wrote can backfires you..ceh..

four - too many distractions..(applications)

five - online games (not my type!)

~RELATIONSHIP~ OR SO..

Human, born with a lot of desire and wants. Sometimes, they get what they want, sometimes the don't. That is life. You can't just have everything because they are lot of constrains in this world. Rules and regulations, religions etc.

Between two people, a boy and a girl, i wish they are a little more freedom. But the world wont allowed such freedom to exist. The fact that our life is full with customs and issues that we can not push aside sometimes influence our own judgment about relationship and life. Its not that these customs and issues are not important but people, especially in a relationship, should look beyond it, take a pause, and think about what makes them happy. Even tho it involves breaking the rules...

 

so hope 4 the best la..as i always do..

a piece of my mind..

owh, today i have been given the weirdest job ever at work..
guest wat?! i have to decorate the office for Raya celebration!
i was like..why r u so obsess with me..haha..kidding..
i was like..u r not joking r u?(but i never said it cz duhh, it was my boss..)

so i was like oookkeeeeyy...
so there was i looking around..thinking bout ways to decorate the place..
which at that time..i got none..
haha..
but no worries..i will think bout something..plus my boss gave me rm100 to buy stuff i needed..
so hope 4 the best la..as i always do..

need i say more..

people care less and less everyday..
why is this happening?i dont know..
maybe some of you guys out there could tell me bout it..

owh,btw..i already applied to continue my degree in Uitm..
but im not sure what course should i take..
still undecided..

work..good
gf..fine but i miss her..
life..overall is good..

so,need i say more..

whats on my mind..

its been a while i havent write anything..
i didnt have think to write..or maybe im too lazy to write..haha..
i dont know..i cant imagine myself writing 4 3 hours or updating my fb o friendster evry single day..
it hurt ur eyes, u know..

well, i decided to write anyway..
its because i damn miss my life back in sarawak..
yeah, people always write bout their experiences and how they miss their home..
home sick to be exact..but im different i suppose..
i miss my frens who i spent 2 years living in a same house..
miss the way i live my life there..free of responsibility, free of any nuisance and distractions..
there were distractions tho but somehow i love it..i embraced it, i learned from it, i grew from it..
i became immune..i dont know to wat actually,but i felt great..

i miss those days where i woke up and what i saw were my frens..
toto, shahrul and a small tv with astro decoder under it..yeah,we cant live without it..
guys have their reason..football..haha..
we have to share bathrooms and went to class together..miss some classes together too..haha..
i missed the calmness in desa ilmu..just spend a week or two there..its totally different from here..
its not that im saying im not happy here..i have every reason to be happy..
i have my family and my frens..
but its totally different over there..and i love it..
my frens,my lecturers,my gurl...they were my fam back then..
it was the best 3 years of my entire life..
knowing people over there..went thru some very odd experiences..
but you still happy..coz u have them..u know u could trust them..
im mumbling but to those people who were there, experiencing the same thing..
maybe they will know what im talking about..
and make sense out of it..

there is a bigger world out there..its not just about ur room, ur laptop, ur cat, ur fam, ur frens..
its about experiencing probably the best moment in ur life..if u miss it,sucks to be u..
hahaha..
but for me..i wish i could repeat those 3 years again n again..
but i doubt that will happen coz in the end, u just have to move on..
i never regret i took my degree in sarawak..
i never regret i had to spend 1 more sem there..
i never regret knowing my frens there.
i never regret knowing my gurl..emmy...
to be honest, i never had any regrets while im there..
everything was so make sense and just simple and...beautiful..
there were some minor set backs tho..
but hey,if god created a perfect man n women, why He made heaven and hell?
imperfection makes u perfect..
sorry..to much novels i guest..haha..
i wanted to add some pics..but im lazzy to re-size it..:p

till next time..

didnt post anything lately..

hey,sorry guys..
i didnt post anything lately cz im just bz with fam matters..

cute one duwh..hee..

promise u i'll post somethng,k..
there are things dat need to be discuss..
bt later ya..

Manchester United finally stumbles..

manchester united lost 0 - 2 to Barcelona..

i was not totally surprise cause barca were a good side and played very good football..
good passong play added with a lot of possession..
credit to messi and iniesta tho..
they really thrashed united defense, in my opinion..
with their light speed runs..
even the best defender in the world could hardly catch up..

2 mamat ni trbaik duwh..
at last messi, u can brag all summer bout diz!

dah2, jgn nangis..next season ada lg..
(itu pn klau ko msh ada lg kt Manutd la)

ronaldo played ok at first..
wasted a couple of good chances early in the game..
but sadly, on second half, not the ronaldo we wanted..
guest messi is the best after all..
the rest of united players were kept quite by the barca superb passing game..

altho it was hard to see my fav team lost..
but in the end, we have to admit barca was a better team 2nite..(they managed to do treble diz season) ...
better luck next time, united..

FA Cup & Premier League

ps:dapat 2 trophy pn consider ok dr xda,rite?

BlaBlaBla..

aku dah abis bca novel Dan Brown..
the ending was good bt not that exciting..
the best thing was i learn a 2 bout decrypting codes..
cool huh?
haha..


decrypt diz one if u guys can..:)

H KNUD SGHR ANNJ

hint: shift each letter one space forward in the alphabet


the thing is the novel was good..
recommend u guys to buy duwh..
:)

Things U Should Aware About..Environment..

damn! we should really take notice bout THIS!

Environmental changes could wipe out some of the world's most well-known travel destinations

By Megan Angelo

s if an eroding worldwide economy weren’t enough to depress travel this year, some hot spots are facing even scarier scenarios: sinking, melting, or literally vanishing from the face of the earth. Thanks to global warming and tourist wear and tear, locales from the Galápagos Islands to Croatia’s Dalmatian coast are breaking down.

Maldive Islands

Country: Republic of Maldives

The Maldives

At stake: $490 million

On the Ground: This chain of islands in the Indian Ocean is about three feet above sea level, and scientists fear it could be submerged by 2050. A $63 million buffer built in the 1990s hasn’t solved the problem, so the government is in talks to relocate all 386,000 of its residents to either Sri Lanka, Australia, or India. That would end the Maldives’ tourism industry—more than 600,000 people visit annually—which accounts for 30 percent of the country’s gross domestic product.

By the numbers: The Maldives could be completely submerged as early as 2050.

Dalmation Coast

Country: Croatia

The Dalmation Coast

At stake: $9 billion

On the ground: The Dalmatian coast, with its picturesque white beaches, became a travel-media darling about a decade ago. Since 1999, the annual tourist count has shot up from 5 million to 11 million. To help boost revenue in its tiny seaside villages, Croatia initially encouraged foreign investment in the villas that dot its coast.

But last year, the government reversed its position, imposing a new set of laws on villa owners that requires them to register for business as well as ­residential permits, a process that can take as long as a year. The new layer of red tape has scared away ­foreign ­investment and is threatening Croatian tourism revenue, which makes up 12 percent of the country’s GDP.

By the numbers: Since 1999, the annual tou

rist count has shot up from 5 million to 11 million.

Great Barrier Reef

Country: Australia

At stake: $46 million

On the ground: Because of heavy tourist traffic, ocean acidification, and rising water temperatures, the 135,000 square miles of live coral off Australia’s northeast coast are shrinking rapidly. To slow the erosion, the Great Barrier Reef Marine Park Authority has imposed limits on ship passage and has blocked off some areas surrounding the reef to oversize yachts and cruise lines like Royal Caribbean. So far, these measures have had little impact: In January, the Australian Institute of Marine Science released a study stating that the coral’s natural growth has decreased by 14 percent since 1990. Experts say that by 2050, water temperatures will rise by 1.5°C and the reef will have lost about 95 percent of its living coral.

By the numbers: By 2050, the reef will have lost an estimated 95 percentof its living coral.

Mount Kilimanjaro

Country: Tanzania

At stake: $1 billion

On the ground: About 15,000 climbers tackle Kilimanjaro each year, making the mountain one of the world’s most popular climbs. But the glaciers that cover the landmark are receding rapidly. They’ve lost 84 percent of their ice since 1912 and today cover less than one square mile. Scientists believe the glaciers could be gone completely by 2020, taking with them Tanzania’s main tourist draw. As a result, travelers are flocking to the mountain in greater numbers than ever before. Some of them are combining troubleshooting with sightseeing to help alleviate the problem: Abercrombie & Kent offers expeditions in which travelers (paying $8,195 apiece) deliver weather-monitoring devices to various spots on the cliffs.

By the numbers: Mount Kilimanjaro’s glaciers have lost 84 percent of their ice since 1912.

The Alps

Country: Switzerland

At stake: $17 billion

On the ground: More than 8 million people travel to Switzerland every year, many of them to ski the country’s world-famous Alps. Because of global warming, it is estimated that about 40 percent of the mountain range’s pristine skiing areas will disappear by 2100. Low-altitude destinations are especially susceptible because of their warmer temperatures, and owners have already had to turn to artificial snow to get through the season. The owner of one ski complex in Ernen sold his property to a British businessman for one Swiss franc last year. Other spots—like the $125 million InterContinental Davos, slated to open in 2011—are scrambling to add attractions that don’t require snow, such as indoor sports facilities and spas.

By the numbers: About 40 percent of the Alps’ skiing areas will disappear by 2100.

Galápagos Islands

Country: Ecuador

At stake: $418 million

On the ground: The number of visitors to the archipelago, where Charles Darwin developed his theory of evolution, has increased from 40,000 to 180,000 since 1990; air traffic, meanwhile, has risen by 193 percent since 2001. Those trends are likely to accelerate this year, the 200th anniversary of Darwin’s birth. Even today, scientists consider the Galápagos to be the world’s purest biodiversity environment, so they’re especially concerned about the way the traffic surge will affect the islands’ life forms. They consider 39 percent of animal species, 50 percent of marine species, and 59 percent of plant species to be threatened. To curb the problem, Ecuador is considering setting a yearly tourist cap and imposing an entry fee of up to $300.

By the numbers: Since 1990, visitors to the Galápagos have more than quadrupled, to 180,000.

so, keep the environment clean and STOP POLLUTING the environment!

Malaysian Politicians Say the Darndest Things Vol 2

hey,aku ada baca buku ni la..
b4 aku start baca Digital Fortress la..
klakar siot!


sdg aku mngutuk budak2 skolah yg mrayau kt shopping complex Bukit Tinggi..
aku pn msuk la MPH kt sna..
saje2 je tgk2 novel n buku2 yg latest..
tetibe nampak la buku ni cun2 b4 aku blik..
aku cari Vol 1 tp yg buruk je ada..nant aku cari kt MPH lain la..


u guys should buy it..
affordable la round rm30 je..

Malaysian Politicians Say the Darndest Things Vol 2

crite dlm ni ttg our top top government officials and politicians yg selambe hantam je kluar statement yg xmasuk akal bt very funny..


cast trmasuk our own Tun Dr Mahathir, Najib, Tun Abdullah, Anwar Ibrahim pn ade..
seriously klakar duwh cz we never expect some ridiculous statements coming out from this people..
sometimes they were not as smart as we think..:)
hahaha..


graphics n images mmg trbaik la..
just see the cover page leh tau.."cite ni mmg kalakar la"..
editor dia 2 gempak siot..

i recommend u guys to buy it..x pun pinjam la sape2 pnyr..
library pnyr ke..
mak ko pnyr ke..
kwn2 pnyr ke..
hahha..:)

Digital Fortress by Dan Brown

Dan Brown's Novels
The Da Vinci Code
Angels & Demons
Digital Fortress
...

my younger brother bought a set of Dan Brown's novels..
and it really worth every $..


i just read it for three days...
and i had finished a quarter of it..

Dan Brown's Digital Fortress
one you should read..

it was slow at 1st because of the introduction and stuff..
but eventually the story tempo getting good and better..
every details were told very specifically and smart..


the author divided the plots very carefully so that readers are eager to know what happens next..
even tho i just read it a quarter of the book, it never disappoints me..


i recommended you guys to read it..
like i said, it worth every $..
and its good to be given as a gift or present..:)

- a special poem just for ayah -

Alias b. Salleh
a great husband to my mom, a great dad to us..
1952 - 2008

i've made this poem last year..
put it on my other blog but decide to put it here..
from my deepest heart..
i wrote the poem..
a poem specially made for 'ayah'..


i've lost ayah,
i wanna cry bt i just cant,
y cant i cry?
my mom did, my sisters did, my brother did,
y cant ?...
bt i did in my sleep
dreaming bout ayah when he is still in my reach,
eating and laughing bout things dat were silly,
that is ayah,
always try to make his children happy,

i took my phone and dial his hp,
waited quietly n suddenly,
there's a lady saying,
no yg anda dial tiada dalam perkhidmatan lg,
i knew my sis had terminate it,
bt still i kept calling,

everybody feel sorry to me,
yea,they really care towards my family,
they tried to please me by saying "we know how u feel",
but reality is..they know nothing,

i still cant accept ayah is gone,
he was 56 and still young,
there were alot of things he had planned,
to open up a stall was one of them,
or buy a harley to show off to his fams,
but in the end, its all up to the ONE up there,

i called ayah on friday,
just after jumaat pray,
asked bout my allowance and he said,
"ok,dah masuk dah",
i said "thanx ayah" and that was it,

i wish i could turn back time to dat day,
and said thanx for made me what i am today,
or sorry for all the mistakes i made,
but it was his fate,
to pass away dat monday,

when my sis called round 3 in the morning,
i dont expect a thing coz im still dreaming,
my sis cried and told me "ayah dah xda",
i felt the emptiness u cant imagine,

for 5 minutes i kept thinking,
is diz a joke or am i still dreaming?,
coz i just spoke to ayah just recently,
he sounds happy n fine, trust me..
i laugh and said this must be a bad dream,
which i hope it will end shortly,
the sad thing is..its a real thing..

i cried horribly when im bathing,
like a child lost his play thing,
and no one comforting him,
thats what happened when you lost one of your family,

i will be steady when i see him,
thats what i told myself while im packing,
i quickly pack my stuff and head to Kuching,
took da 1st flight out round 6 in the morning,
to see ayah for the last time, dats my wish..

eventho ayah n i hadn't spoke alot,
especially when im here and he's there,
but i know deep in my heart,
dat he's proud to have me as his son,
i bet he knows to,
dat he is da greatest dad i look up to,

the last thing we did together was vacation in cherating,
i drove 6 hours with him and my sis,
he's at back like a boss kinda thing,
he laughed when we did stupid joke about the monkeys crossing the streets,
when we reach there..its all worth it..
just to spend some precious time with ayah is the best thing..

we went to Terengganu to find somethng,
it was just a few kilometres away from our crib,
satar and otak2 ayah said to me,
"sedap" ayah and my sis explain bout it,
well, they were right..i ate it all and it was yummy..hahaha..

i reach home round 9 with a limo,
there were alot of cars till you cant park anymore,
i dont care coz im finally home,
to see ayah for the last time before he go,

my sisters cried and took my hands,
"a dramatic scenes" i thought in my head,
like drama melayu ada gak ckit2,
but i cant blame them..dats the thing,
they were the one who spent time with ayah when ayah was still ok,

when eveything were settled,
i lay down down and think for a second,
he's gone now and wat will happen?
who r we gonna prank after this?
who r we gonna laugh about after this?
who r we gonna pau for money after this?
who's gonna maki us for making mistakes after this?
question and more questions,
so i pray and hope for the best future ahead,

when my sis graduate at this fancy ceremony,
i saw my dad face and he was happy,
to have the chance to see his children succeed,
its kinda sad he cant see me like my sis,
in a fancy ceremony taking my cert dip,
yea, i know he's watching me,
but its still different when he is up there smilling to me,

im the head of the family now,
take care of family stuff dats my new responsibility,
a burden i must carry through my whole life i think,
but its ok..dats what life means..
but 1st i have to get my dip,
thats what ayah wanted to see,

i miss u ayah,
why u leave us so suddenly?
there are alot of things we could do as a family,
you promise to go camping with us when you are free,
and travel with ibu on a harley after retiring,
it really took us by surprise when u passed,
coz just hours ago, you was healthy as a cow,
thats what my sis told me when i called...

i really miss you ayah,
i cried everytime i think about u,
that is why i wrote this poem,
a special poem just for ayah..

khairul adzlan alias
20/08/2008
dedicated to ayah (1952-2008)