Lost..

y cant for once, you just listen to what i have to say?
read my text carefully and think of what im trying to say to you?
dont just twist my points and indirectly blame it on me..
i hate when you did that..
its like im wasting my crdt on you..

i dont get you anymore..
what do you want in your life?
you are sick but u still go out?
wth a gurl who had touch u and smack you?
and u still consider her to be ur fren?
n you said she's the only one who can help u?
bullshit?where is ur fam?where's ur kazens?where is everybody?
u confine urself and distance urself from them..
n when i, who love u n care u most, give u some advice..did u listened to me?
nooo...n then when u are in trouble bcz of her, u look for me for comfort and protection!
why?what's wrong with u?
n yet u still blame me for the wrong doings i did in the past which i have seek ur forgiveness for millions of time n u said u forgive me bt deep in ur heart, i know u nvr do n did...


im letting go..u were rite,u dont need me..y should i come 2 u then?hmmm..
u have evrything u wanted there..eventho you been smack n hit, u will always stick with her..
i lost hope n faith in u,in ur freaking life,n in our relationship..

In my life, there is only one..

in my life, there is only one love..
in my life, there is only one girl..
in my life, there is only one feeling for you..
in my life, there is only one way to describe you..
in my life, there is only one thing that i remember you most..
in my life, there is only one world..
in my life, there is only one song for you..
in my life, there is only one name for you..
in my life, there is only one you..

past that i missed so much..

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this song really reminds me of my past that i miss so much..when it was so simple..when you still had what you wanted in your hands..when you are too young to worried about marriage, work, politics..when it was still ok to do mistakes..when what u had then were only your friends and love..when you were searching and learning about life..when money was not an issue..when responsibility was just a word..when love was easy to let go..

sometimes, i just wish i could turn back time and do it all over again..

i look outside my window, the clouds are not the same..it was so much beautiful THERE..
i look outside my window, the sky is not the same..it was so clearer THERE..blue n clear..
i look outside my window, the smell of the air is not the same..somehow the air felt so fresh THERE..
i look outside my window and then i look at my room, somehow i miss my room when i was still THERE..
the rain here is different too..

i wish i could be back THERE..
i would like to go THERE before im finished with my life..