its been a while i havent write anything..
i didnt have think to write..or maybe im too lazy to write..haha..
i dont know..i cant imagine myself writing 4 3 hours or updating my fb o friendster evry single day..
it hurt ur eyes, u know..
well, i decided to write anyway..
its because i damn miss my life back in sarawak..
yeah, people always write bout their experiences and how they miss their home..
home sick to be exact..but im different i suppose..
i miss my frens who i spent 2 years living in a same house..
miss the way i live my life there..free of responsibility, free of any nuisance and distractions..
there were distractions tho but somehow i love it..i embraced it, i learned from it, i grew from it..
i became immune..i dont know to wat actually,but i felt great..
i miss those days where i woke up and what i saw were my frens..
toto, shahrul and a small tv with astro decoder under it..yeah,we cant live without it..
guys have their reason..football..haha..
we have to share bathrooms and went to class together..miss some classes together too..haha..
i missed the calmness in desa ilmu..just spend a week or two there..its totally different from here..
its not that im saying im not happy here..i have every reason to be happy..
i have my family and my frens..
but its totally different over there..and i love it..
my frens,my lecturers,my gurl...they were my fam back then..
it was the best 3 years of my entire life..
knowing people over there..went thru some very odd experiences..
but you still happy..coz u have them..u know u could trust them..
im mumbling but to those people who were there, experiencing the same thing..
maybe they will know what im talking about..
and make sense out of it..
there is a bigger world out there..its not just about ur room, ur laptop, ur cat, ur fam, ur frens..
its about experiencing probably the best moment in ur life..if u miss it,sucks to be u..
hahaha..
but for me..i wish i could repeat those 3 years again n again..
but i doubt that will happen coz in the end, u just have to move on..
i never regret i took my degree in sarawak..
i never regret i had to spend 1 more sem there..
i never regret knowing my frens there.
i never regret knowing my gurl..emmy...
to be honest, i never had any regrets while im there..
everything was so make sense and just simple and...beautiful..
there were some minor set backs tho..
but hey,if god created a perfect man n women, why He made heaven and hell?
imperfection makes u perfect..
sorry..to much novels i guest..haha..
i wanted to add some pics..but im lazzy to re-size it..:p
till next time..
