Song from the Past (Part One)

they say sometimes a song can relate to your memories or your past..and yea,its true..when i hear a song usually a song that i like, it brings me back to the exact time i heard the song in the past..i really love to hear songs that can relate me to my past that i cherished so much especially the time with my love one and my dearest friends..these are some songs that always reminded my of my past and what i am today..

secondhand serenade - your call

the first time i heard this song is when my friend had broken up with his gf and he always play the song repeatedly..this is back when im still studying in sarawak and we rent the same house together..but that was not the moment this song reminded me with. it was the time when i opened my eyes and i was in Miri.. sleeping at a friend's house and toto besides me. look outside the window and saw the field and the smell of the wind coming from the sea not far from there. watching my friends cleaning up the surrounding..their faces of joy and smile which i could not forget for the rest of my life..went to the beach with toto and look at to the rough sea ahead..the feeling was calm and cold..just took time to look at the beautiful beach and enjoying the wind..i could not forget the feeling at all and every time i play the song, it make me travel back to the exact place and time, over and over again..i really miss that moment..

I cant Wait 4..

cant wait 4 diz 6th or 10th..
the moment of truth..reflect the whole freaking sem studying..
shows either i need to maintain or push even more..
hehe..damn, i hate diz waiting game..cant wait 2 finish off my degree..
cari duet, kaya, build my own fam..:)

Lost..

y cant for once, you just listen to what i have to say?
read my text carefully and think of what im trying to say to you?
dont just twist my points and indirectly blame it on me..
i hate when you did that..
its like im wasting my crdt on you..

i dont get you anymore..
what do you want in your life?
you are sick but u still go out?
wth a gurl who had touch u and smack you?
and u still consider her to be ur fren?
n you said she's the only one who can help u?
bullshit?where is ur fam?where's ur kazens?where is everybody?
u confine urself and distance urself from them..
n when i, who love u n care u most, give u some advice..did u listened to me?
nooo...n then when u are in trouble bcz of her, u look for me for comfort and protection!
why?what's wrong with u?
n yet u still blame me for the wrong doings i did in the past which i have seek ur forgiveness for millions of time n u said u forgive me bt deep in ur heart, i know u nvr do n did...


im letting go..u were rite,u dont need me..y should i come 2 u then?hmmm..
u have evrything u wanted there..eventho you been smack n hit, u will always stick with her..
i lost hope n faith in u,in ur freaking life,n in our relationship..

In my life, there is only one..

in my life, there is only one love..
in my life, there is only one girl..
in my life, there is only one feeling for you..
in my life, there is only one way to describe you..
in my life, there is only one thing that i remember you most..
in my life, there is only one world..
in my life, there is only one song for you..
in my life, there is only one name for you..
in my life, there is only one you..

past that i missed so much..

- tentang kita -

this song really reminds me of my past that i miss so much..when it was so simple..when you still had what you wanted in your hands..when you are too young to worried about marriage, work, politics..when it was still ok to do mistakes..when what u had then were only your friends and love..when you were searching and learning about life..when money was not an issue..when responsibility was just a word..when love was easy to let go..

sometimes, i just wish i could turn back time and do it all over again..

i look outside my window, the clouds are not the same..it was so much beautiful THERE..
i look outside my window, the sky is not the same..it was so clearer THERE..blue n clear..
i look outside my window, the smell of the air is not the same..somehow the air felt so fresh THERE..
i look outside my window and then i look at my room, somehow i miss my room when i was still THERE..
the rain here is different too..

i wish i could be back THERE..
i would like to go THERE before im finished with my life..

The Only Exception - Paramore chord

INTRO 

G  Dm  Cmaj7  x2

VERSE1
G                                 Dm                    Cmaj7
When I was younger I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind
   G                                                Dm          Cmaj7
He broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to re-assemble it
    G                                      Dm         Cmaj7
And my mama swore that she would never let herself forget
    G                                                  Dm
And that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love 
                Cmaj7
if it does not exist, but darling

CHORUS
G
You are the only exception
Dm          Cmaj7
You are the only exception
G
You are the only exception
Dm          Cmaj7           G...
You are the only exception

VERSE2
                               ...Dm                   Cmaj7
Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts
    G                                         Dm                     Cmaj7
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone or keep a straight face
    G                                        Dm        Cmaj7
And I've always lived like this, keeping a comfortable distance
    G                                              Dm              Cmaj7
And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

CHORUS
G
You are the only exception
Dm          Cmaj7
You are the only exception
G
You are the only exception
Dm          Cmaj7        Am...
You are the only exception

BRIDGE
...G  D  Am  G  D
           Am
I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't 
    G                           D
Let go of what's in front of me here
              Am
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
         G                                  D          C
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream, whoa

CHORUS
G
You are the only exception
Dm          Cmaj7
You are the only exception
G
You are the only exception
Dm          Cmaj7
You are the only exception

CHORUS
G
You are the only exception
Dm          Cmaj7
You are the only exception
G
You are the only exception
Dm          Cmaj7
You are the only exception

OUTRO
    F          C               G
And I'm on my way to believing
        F          C               G
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing.

All of this..