SAD & HATE

SAD & HATE..

SAD..

SAD that she's far from me now..

HATE when i cant reach to her..

SAD that i dont know when i can see her again..

HATE to see her go back to where she belong..

SAD that i cant convince her to stay..

HATE that im alone here..

SAD to see her things that she left in my room..

HATE to admit that the time is up..

SAD to know she will be all alone too..

SAD & HATE..

..IRRESPONSIBLE PEOPLE..

I got to say that the world that we lived in is full of irresponsible people..sometimes i just cant tolerant with these people..for instance, today, as usual i parked my car at the usual parking lot (which always full) and, as usual, we had to double parked..so i did..i put my car on to neutral and i did not put the hand brake so the owner of the car i blocked can easily push my car away to let his/her car drive out..that is the common thing to do..

not my current car..this is my 'dream' car..- yea,keep dreaming-

but tonight, a STUPID, IRRESPONSIBLE IDIOT pushed my car right into another car..and left it like that as if there is nothing wrong bout it! the result, my car hod was severely damage and the car that been hit had scratches and damaged back light..hmm..the irresponsible people didnt even have the effort to show his/her sorriness..at least, write a note to say sorry or contact number so that we can contact you, you fools!

the irony was, this happened in campus..where people study to get smart..i wonder how these stupid people can be accepted into such university..guest after hard day of finding knowledge, they still didn't change..still STUPID and becoming IRRESPONSIBLE every single day..WHERE ARE YOUR MORALE VALUES,YOU FOOLS?! 

SHUT UP & LISTEN!

Its kinda weird tho..how a particular or continuously event, obviously bad ones, can show a true color of a person..an active and friendly person suddenly can be an arrogant, self minded bitch that she swore she doesnt want to be..but that is human..thinking of herself rather than somebody else sometimes..'ayah' never teach us that way..he always wanted us to be humble and kind to others like himself..instead of supporting ur own family, u condemning ur own family and make assumptions without thinking..im not saying that im perfect but i still can think straight in a bad situations..and support my family in case of trouble or anything..my thinking is simple, u know what u do and i trust ur judgement..u should learn to do that 2..im not gonna scream at you, hit you, and condemning you..i will be myself..

some other people might been carried away..for example if she is a principle a my former school, doesnt mean she is one at home..try to listen to ur son..his problems, his words, and what he has to say..seriously, a high tone voice that come out of ur moms' mouth especially after her son telling her some problems is not a good way to react..what he wants is for you to listen..not screaming and yelling at you back..you can do that to your workers and staff but not to your own son..but how awful your condemned me, you yelled at me..you are still my mother..but..

damn,i miss my dad..  

ps: you can comment anything you like, but the truth is u r still a fucking ass self-minded bitch who thinks you are so fucking great..im not proud of anything u did before and i will not anymore..

- BLOSSOM -

I believe everything that live in this world will have their own 'perfect time'..like a flower that blossom in full moon, or a caterpillar that turns into a beautiful butterfly..it takes patient and self awareness in someone to realize that..and also time..the reason why i am telling you guys bout this is because i have a friend who thinks that she is not beautiful, to fat, dislike by others, under achieving, lack of qualities and some other things..it is not good to have all these feelings stuck in your head..definitely will affect on your own personality and if u succumb to it, you wont achieve any success in your life..her friends and classmates are not helping her either..i know how she feels coz i have been thru the same situation back when im at school..it was very depressing and i know she feel the same too..it takes time and, like i said, everything will have their own 'perfect time'..you will become like a flower that blossom..you just have to put some faith and believe in yourself for the moment.. 

I believe everything that live in this world will have their own 'perfect time..and i believe in it..

- A LISTENER -

I am a listener..i never have doubt about it..but its not always a bright sky everytime cz it has pro and cons..often a listener is highly regarded as a good friend cz he or she listens to every crap happens in their friends life..which is great by the way cz its good to be there when you are needed..that is what a friend for rite?but have ever thought that they (listener) also need other people to listen to their own crap?some people did't realize that..these so called friends always hung up after they had told their stories and their problems. and when its 'a listener's turn to express something, they just change the topic..as if like we are there just to listen to them..hmmm...but they are just people we so called friends so they tend to do that..but i cant stop being a listener..but i can stop listens to inconsiderate people..

In the end...
I am a listener and i never have any doubt about it..

- TO MANY STUFF TO DO & GET -

Things i need to get and need to do..

1- playstation 3
2-modern warfare 3 (obviously)
3-new desktop pc (complete set for gaming)
4-streamyx broadband wifi
5-neyo concert ticket (accomplished)
6-new shirts and pants
7-get the couch out of my room
8-get my room painted
9-impress her..hehe..
10-uitm registration (Jan 2th)
11-get my sspn card
12-renew my license (expired on Jan 4th)
13-pump my futsal ball (pancit dah)
14-get a new football boots (altho i dont know when i will i use it..hee)
15-pick her up at the airport diz friday@ LCCT
16-send my bro to Penang
17-.......

and the list keeps going on and on..

im craving 4 diz thing..mengidam plak..hee :)

~NEYO~NEYO~

NEYO @ Sunway Surf Beach on Jan 7th..i will be there..:)